i cannot imagine a day without you.

today's the day, it seems.

i know the feeling;

and im feeling it right now.

i thought i could just get used to that feeling.

hell. i realised i cant.

that mixed feelings.

tormenting. worry. uneasy.

gosh.

i found out i cant live a day without you;

anymore.

im getting reliant onto you.

clingy even.

as if you disappeared from my life;

entirely.

i cannot afford to lose you.

i just cant.