没有你的第三天

she wrote a note today to cheer me up.
&she explained on your part that what you did was better for both of us,what you said the other time was on impulse & you dint mean it,im trying to act a brave front infront of everyone and chocloate makes me happy.
firstly, i guess you did it mostly for yourself and parents cos i dont need that. but i could accept this cos i knw how parents feel anxious over their child's studies.&they really hope their children excel and not fall in love at this point in time. sure, i can accept this, purely all because of your parents.
secondly, i dont really know how to believe that you said those things to me wasnt on impulse. cos you had ample time to think over and i had none. it doesnt make sense if those were what you sprouted out folly or on impulse.i guess you made up your mind already and i dont mind anyhow.
thirdly,i dont have to act a brave front infront of others. i dont & there's no need to. perhaps i feel like crying when im alone, but i dont have to act. im not emotional.
lastly, chocolate doesnt make me happy a single bit. even if the chocolate taste sweet, i will feel its bitter. cos it reminds me of you too much, how you love dark choco and any other, you simply love them. yes, choco dont make me feel :) .