没有你的第一天
well,it doesnt matter now even if i still feel for you. you gave yourself ample time to think thru about us, but you dint give me any. i just have to come to term with it. what else can i do? nothing. i guess you're quite in a difficult position to come up with this decision too. will respect it though. cos nothing will change even if i tried salvaging this relationship. it takes two hands to clap, i cant do this alone. its all back to square one, just me. one-sided. when i thought i could be serious for once about something, it ended. oh, it all came at the wrong time, isnt it? i shouldnt even accept you that very night, though i dint regret it.cos you and i dint have the end in mind. but when i thought we could be tgt till the end,it perished as quickly as it came. when i thought we could have a future tgt, it vanished still. when i thought we could brave thru As tgt, you told me we cant.
yea, maybe i shldnt be that optimistic, cos why? its just me, one-sided anyway. what hurt the most werent this. no, i shant tell pen this, cos its futile anyway. there wont be chance to fulfill it anyway. why should i put in my every effort in this relationship to exchange for your reasons of this "not seeing ea. other for the time being" eventually? if you could do and say this to me, you would simply do it when you're at the 4th year university.
there's much more in mind, but why spell it out? it doesnt make a difference, does it? ha ha, but no.
the hurting will end. so what if i still love you?
like you said, its over.
well,it doesnt matter now even if i still feel for you. you gave yourself ample time to think thru about us, but you dint give me any. i just have to come to term with it. what else can i do? nothing. i guess you're quite in a difficult position to come up with this decision too. will respect it though. cos nothing will change even if i tried salvaging this relationship. it takes two hands to clap, i cant do this alone. its all back to square one, just me. one-sided. when i thought i could be serious for once about something, it ended. oh, it all came at the wrong time, isnt it? i shouldnt even accept you that very night, though i dint regret it.cos you and i dint have the end in mind. but when i thought we could be tgt till the end,it perished as quickly as it came. when i thought we could have a future tgt, it vanished still. when i thought we could brave thru As tgt, you told me we cant.
yea, maybe i shldnt be that optimistic, cos why? its just me, one-sided anyway. what hurt the most werent this. no, i shant tell pen this, cos its futile anyway. there wont be chance to fulfill it anyway. why should i put in my every effort in this relationship to exchange for your reasons of this "not seeing ea. other for the time being" eventually? if you could do and say this to me, you would simply do it when you're at the 4th year university.
there's much more in mind, but why spell it out? it doesnt make a difference, does it? ha ha, but no.
the hurting will end. so what if i still love you?
like you said, its over.
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