没有你的第十七天

went jp for service of phone.
the management there is corrupted,
cos bro could service after warranty ends but i cant.
sad, but true.
i was told to pay 100$++ if i were to service that damn cursed phone.
but no, aint so stupid a fool to get tricked by that salesperson.
damn.
so, if im gonna get a new phone, will get that G400.
but where to get the $$ ?
wadeva luh.
shrugs.
i kept turning bck to look at you.
hate it.
sigh.
i hate myself for not getting over you.
i tried, but its hard.
feel like tearing myself apart when i know i still feel for you.
i guess you felt out of place in school cos of me?
but i feel i hated everything at home bcos of you.
bought a baby bolster for meself.
thought i could hug it at night.
maybe accompany me for awhile before i cry myself to sleep.
maybe it could replace your place temporary.
but its useless saying this, doing this & feeling this.
cos...