没有你的第四十一天

its not my imagination.
you're like this whenever im online.
& the smile exchanged with her,
its getting all over me.
forget about it.
its futile anyway.
enjoy your life.
i wont sacrifice any part of me to you now.
i asked myself,
yes.
but im no saint.
im human.
i have feelings.
especially when we once shared everything.
its not the same anymore, now.
what am i?
just like the breeze winds by,
im nobody to you.
thats it.
im nobody,
i dont mean anything, worth anything.
in the past,
and surely valued no more now.