没有你的第三十六天

wednesday is such a forlorn day for me.
cant explain why.
im so sad!
but im okay now,
i guess.
done part of literature essay already.
its deadline on friday.
so much things yet so little time!
im much task-oriented now,
it seems.
i try to stay up till 12am before i turn in.
like what CT said last year.
thats what a normal jc student does.
they stay up till midnight before plunging into bed.
i bear that in mind.
& reminisces the days where he accompanied me.
at least,
he tried.
but i dont need it now.
im independent.
no doubt i prefer those days,
but what's past is history.
time cant turn back anything.
dying hair soon.
tomorrow, to be precise.
haha. damn damn excited.
cant contain my happiness.
but that happiness soon wears off,
cos to my horror,
the whole cohort of j1 & j2 have to squeeze in the tiny puny hall of ours.
shags.
but i guess pals & i have only 30cm by 30cm of space.
how spacious we are.
but we managed to hold it for 2hours plus of assembly.
on TOTAL DEFENCE.
it seems that we have attained immortality by our stagnant sitting position.
hahahahaha.
okay, gotta go.
sigh.
there's still maths.
i wonder why all tutors are pms-ing these days.
cos of,
j1?
must be it!