没有你的第六十二天
disgusted by my phys marks.
sigh.
spent too much time at my mcq, which
worth only 1mark.
shags.
im dead.
my phys sucks.
enough of that ranting.
gotta do serious work to improve it.
went to LJS for lunch with pal after school.
&& she talked abt what she wrote in her diary during J1.
yeah, she started it during J1.
i started mine,
during primary 5 on to 6.
haha.
its quite memorable when you look back at how things worked in the past.
& how amusing everything seems,
& how you will laugh at your own silliness.
& yeah,
we talked abt how i am during my attached days.
quite unexpected.
cos i changed when the r/s' ending.
haha.
ironic, but yes.
i seems distant to him,
& to pal at least.
i double-checked that just now in my diary.
yes, i already am distant to him after 20 over days after his bd.
i asked myself the questions you did during that 3 days.
haha.
quite taken aback that i was the one who question & doubt
our r/s first.
all the questions that you asked yourself;
"are we compaitible?"
"do i really love you?"
"are we friends or are we more?"
"will our r/s last?"
just that i didnt bear to tell him.
haha. but all those were just questions.
i didnt doubt the love i had for him during those days.
not a single bit.
its futile saying this now.
yeah, m just sharing:)
im quite gotten over him already.
so our topic conversation was jumping all over.
but i liked that part abt dairies:)
set me pondering;
do love really change one?
im quite sure it does.
my first experience tells me,
so does the second one.
i felt myself changed too.
changed into someone i dont even know.
i lost myself.
vainity?
insecurity?
what?
there's nothing to hold me back.
shags.
all is not peaches & cream.
that's life:)
strolled home after bus-ing.
chun yi claimed he saw me again.
!
always cant spot him+(
saw two stray kittens.
there's a small boy who spotted them too.
i heard him say:
"hey mummy!有kitten leh! very cute!"
i thought that he's much cuter saying these^^
haha.
there's always small little things on my way home
that make me feel i should cherish & love myself, more.
there's always something more in life:)
see that vending machine behind us?
disgusted by my phys marks.
sigh.
spent too much time at my mcq, which
worth only 1mark.
shags.
im dead.
my phys sucks.
enough of that ranting.
gotta do serious work to improve it.
went to LJS for lunch with pal after school.
&& she talked abt what she wrote in her diary during J1.
yeah, she started it during J1.
i started mine,
during primary 5 on to 6.
haha.
its quite memorable when you look back at how things worked in the past.
& how amusing everything seems,
& how you will laugh at your own silliness.
& yeah,
we talked abt how i am during my attached days.
quite unexpected.
cos i changed when the r/s' ending.
haha.
ironic, but yes.
i seems distant to him,
& to pal at least.
i double-checked that just now in my diary.
yes, i already am distant to him after 20 over days after his bd.
i asked myself the questions you did during that 3 days.
haha.
quite taken aback that i was the one who question & doubt
our r/s first.
all the questions that you asked yourself;
"are we compaitible?"
"do i really love you?"
"are we friends or are we more?"
"will our r/s last?"
just that i didnt bear to tell him.
haha. but all those were just questions.
i didnt doubt the love i had for him during those days.
not a single bit.
its futile saying this now.
yeah, m just sharing:)
im quite gotten over him already.
so our topic conversation was jumping all over.
but i liked that part abt dairies:)
set me pondering;
do love really change one?
im quite sure it does.
my first experience tells me,
so does the second one.
i felt myself changed too.
changed into someone i dont even know.
i lost myself.
vainity?
insecurity?
what?
there's nothing to hold me back.
shags.
all is not peaches & cream.
that's life:)
strolled home after bus-ing.
chun yi claimed he saw me again.
!
always cant spot him+(
saw two stray kittens.
there's a small boy who spotted them too.
i heard him say:
"hey mummy!有kitten leh! very cute!"
i thought that he's much cuter saying these^^
haha.
there's always small little things on my way home
that make me feel i should cherish & love myself, more.
there's always something more in life:)
see that vending machine behind us?
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