没有你的第六十三天

studied 7 topics for maths already.
cos no point crying over spilt milk.
i've aimed to just pass my literature for alvls.
vexation!
argh.
no time to desstress.
(is the spelling correct?...)
sigh.
i saw the kitten today again.
went home straight.
bathed.
studied maths.
straight 6 hours.
i was already dozing off.
but before i could leave my body,
my soul returned.
sigh.
cant even sleep.
papi was talking so loudly,
sometimes i hate staying at home to study.
i will stay for night study i swear.
oh, might as well.
i hate everything about home.
not conducive at all.
sometimes it is, most of the time its not.
sigh.
feel like tearing myself apart already.
schooling tmr.
do all alvls student always sigh?