没有你的第五十三天

went out with pal ytd to SMU.
but we dint get in cos the atmosphere there was stiff.
scary.
&& we saw Raffles and ACJC ppl,
touring in SMU.
it was a campus tour luh.
so i was wondering,
do we stand a chance?
took some really candid shots.
haha.
it was sheer fun.
strolled to The Cathay.
every shops are closed, except for one or two.
its early, i guess.
haha.
took some photos too.
the escalator that we nearly sat on was automatic.
so we just sat by the side.
took photos.
strolled to PS.
went to shop the whole storey.
Daiso was the longest stop.
i managed to buy myself a compartmented container
for all my accessories.
pal bought a buffer.
was content & :),
so we went to the basement foraging for food.
lunch-ed at LJS.
&& we chatted about some disgusting things over it.
it seems disgusting but there were happy memories evoked in my mind though.
but all of it is just buried.
haha.
after lunch, called pal too.
decided to meet at suntec, or was it just coincidence?
so pal & me went to cinileisure for photos again.
really love the neoprints.
beautiful:)
most candid.
train-ed down to suntec afterwards.
went to the career fair.
&& there were lots of universities from the overseas.
& it really scares me if there's a need for to go overboard studying.
alone in a stranger world?
crazy thought.
took some photos.
one of which pal was standing alone in front a reflective lift,
&& the door slide open.
scares me and her,
went for hiding!
haha.
funny.
but later on i ps her to go meet her sis alone:(
sorry.
i thought i dint like the singing too,
cos i dont feel integrated.
i dont feel like them.
& i know i never will be, dont wanna be.
weird mood & setting, i dont enjoy at all.
though its free.
but, so what?
i dont feel the fun.
sorry to ps her.
im dont feel like one of them.
& it really doesnt matter who he goes out with,
who he fancies, whatever he does.
cause i know i live for everybody else's except him.
spent half-a-day out, legs are tired.
so is my heart.