没有你的第一百零六天

just as much as she detest the role of being the middleman,
i am too.
i dont want to be involved in this saga, in this obligation.
even though it seems im interfering too much.
perhaps im over-reading it,
but nah.
its not my game anyway.

its been a long day.
but i find myself disintegrating from the rest.
i need a break.
a holiday from my disastrous life.
i wished i could help you with all my might.
but i just dont get that chance to.

solus means alone.
avenue means the place/site.
this is my lonely spot.