没有你的第一百十八天

im going crazy.
never did it occur to me that this will be the most turmoil period of my life.
i thought losing you was no big deal.
but every sip of water i took in class, at home, anywhere..
it reminds me of you.
your tenderness of asking me to replenish by drinking,
was so vivid in my mind still.
it seems to be an insignificant part of our memories,
but its everything that touched me.

i realised,
my love for you can never change.
the depth,
is bottomless.
do you feel the same?
or is it my wishful thinking all over again?