没有你的第一百四十三天
all of these birthday celebration made me think back of the past.
as far back to fourteen.
yes, fourteen it is.
i remembered it fondly.
they lured me to minitoons.
bought me a large and small sized doggy.
went home.hers.
she, you, me.
just three of us.
you took out the cake,
from some famous or above average cakeshop.
but it doesnt matter.
it was supposed to be 4 pieces of nicely deco cakes.
but there it is, just three of them remaining.
just like it symbolises the three of us, friendship so strong.
so strong nobody could separate us.
then both of you sang the birthday song for me.
laughingly, handed me the doggies you delibrately dragged me along to buy.
i was touched.
i bent down,
& i teared.
tears that touched.
friends that truly touched me.
i heard from the back, your were laughing.
i bet your were happy, not because i teared.
but because im happy,im happy for what both of you had done for me.
you saw the result,
my tears of joy.
i denied that i cried.
but both of you could see it from my eyes.
those red teary eyes.
im truly crying.
no doubts.
we each had one piece.
it was the sweetest cake i guess.
& we spent the whole time chatting heartily.
it was a simple ceremony.
so simple. so pure.
some part of my life that may seem insignifcant.
but the presence of you two,
make my life truly memorable.
make my life alive.
but everything's like it is,
it has passed.
no matter how much i want to get back to the past,
the times we shared,
with every single childish way of criticising people we find worth criticising at,
where we find cca boring,
when we strolled in lot1 that may seem the most boring thing to do,
when we always go for some neoprint craves,
when we go for fastfood,bubbletea etc etc.
it was the greatest fun in my life,
to met you two,to be the closest friends even just for once.
even though we used to play hide-&-seek with teachers,
getting marked by the VP,
being the baddest infamous girls in school,
life was never boring, never dull.
just the both of you by my side.
it seems that words cannot spelled it all.
then let my wishes stay in both of your life.
someday somehow, we'll cross path again.
all of these birthday celebration made me think back of the past.
as far back to fourteen.
yes, fourteen it is.
i remembered it fondly.
they lured me to minitoons.
bought me a large and small sized doggy.
went home.hers.
she, you, me.
just three of us.
you took out the cake,
from some famous or above average cakeshop.
but it doesnt matter.
it was supposed to be 4 pieces of nicely deco cakes.
but there it is, just three of them remaining.
just like it symbolises the three of us, friendship so strong.
so strong nobody could separate us.
then both of you sang the birthday song for me.
laughingly, handed me the doggies you delibrately dragged me along to buy.
i was touched.
i bent down,
& i teared.
tears that touched.
friends that truly touched me.
i heard from the back, your were laughing.
i bet your were happy, not because i teared.
but because im happy,im happy for what both of you had done for me.
you saw the result,
my tears of joy.
i denied that i cried.
but both of you could see it from my eyes.
those red teary eyes.
im truly crying.
no doubts.
we each had one piece.
it was the sweetest cake i guess.
& we spent the whole time chatting heartily.
it was a simple ceremony.
so simple. so pure.
some part of my life that may seem insignifcant.
but the presence of you two,
make my life truly memorable.
make my life alive.
but everything's like it is,
it has passed.
no matter how much i want to get back to the past,
the times we shared,
with every single childish way of criticising people we find worth criticising at,
where we find cca boring,
when we strolled in lot1 that may seem the most boring thing to do,
when we always go for some neoprint craves,
when we go for fastfood,bubbletea etc etc.
it was the greatest fun in my life,
to met you two,to be the closest friends even just for once.
even though we used to play hide-&-seek with teachers,
getting marked by the VP,
being the baddest infamous girls in school,
life was never boring, never dull.
just the both of you by my side.
it seems that words cannot spelled it all.
then let my wishes stay in both of your life.
someday somehow, we'll cross path again.
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