oh.
this is some random post, some random thoughts that pokes me during the day.
i wrote them in my diary, and i decided to post it,
cos i want others to admire my writing style and not only me who keep observing and praising others'.
ppppppfffffffffftttttttt.
i want a guy-friend who understands me.take care of me,cheer me up whenever im down & talk cock with me like he really enjoy my company.advise me & know i will heed it,go for a couple of drinks & doesnt allow me to drink even > half a can of it, eat thousand plates of ducky rice even when he know the next moment he will vomit everything out,lend me his shoulder when im tired in a bus ride,take me to a serene place,perhaps @ boat quay in the nite to see the nite city(which i really yearn for but just keeping it mum),knows what im thinking,bring back an ice-cream,choco flavour maybe,out of nowhere randomly.run down a few streets just to get me a piglet plaster for my damn blister,msg/chat on the phone with me till i go to bed,go to the beach in the nite and shout with me like the whole damn world is alrd aslp,he will decide for me everything im unsure of & make it sure that everything is for the best of me,take no advantage of me even though sometimes a little will do no harm, sit in the park/swing,crap nonsense till wee hours & then fetch me home though he knws he will fall on the grd & slp the next moment,he will know what i hate and love the most,do me precious gifts rather than buying them which is aint sincere at all,rack his brain for me when my bd's coming though his presence on the day itself would really be enough,& when he gets serious, he's really serious in the things he does, he portrays his utmost sense of responsibilty & scorns whoeva dont,he will crap nothing out of something just to make himself silly & me :), he will grab me by my arms when im carelessly crossing the road,scold me right there in my face like im a little child & he must have looked like he's afraid of losing me than losing his sanity in public,grab all the crabs for me during buffet & stack a mountain plate of pork,racing and competing to see who will have diarrhoea first,drive me in his convertable bcos he knws i love the windy night,take me to the hills & look down on all creepings under our feet,will never reject any of my request whenever i ask him out though he is really busy but i just want him to listen to my troubles & want no one else to pour my misery to besides him. & i'll knw he cant stand it anymore he just fake a smile and nods his head, just listening to me.he will decide when to meet up next which will be real soon when bth of us gets busy with our stupig work,give me surprises by brging me to different places though i would tell him i hate surprises but in my heart i appreciate his effort for doing this,he would purposely annoy me so that i could vent my frustration on him though he knws it wont work cos i wont bear to(just hit him hard on his left arm),& we will take photos on every event occurred, be it :) or :( cos it traces our best fond memories.
if he could do all these for me as a friend,i will do the same, &perhaps just abit more:)
&& if i could find such a guy-friend,i seriously dont give a damn abt having 小猪 or 周杰伦 or having any boyfriend anymore.
:)
a post of daydreaming.
lols.
this is some random post, some random thoughts that pokes me during the day.
i wrote them in my diary, and i decided to post it,
cos i want others to admire my writing style and not only me who keep observing and praising others'.
ppppppfffffffffftttttttt.
i want a guy-friend who understands me.take care of me,cheer me up whenever im down & talk cock with me like he really enjoy my company.advise me & know i will heed it,go for a couple of drinks & doesnt allow me to drink even > half a can of it, eat thousand plates of ducky rice even when he know the next moment he will vomit everything out,lend me his shoulder when im tired in a bus ride,take me to a serene place,perhaps @ boat quay in the nite to see the nite city(which i really yearn for but just keeping it mum),knows what im thinking,bring back an ice-cream,choco flavour maybe,out of nowhere randomly.run down a few streets just to get me a piglet plaster for my damn blister,msg/chat on the phone with me till i go to bed,go to the beach in the nite and shout with me like the whole damn world is alrd aslp,he will decide for me everything im unsure of & make it sure that everything is for the best of me,take no advantage of me even though sometimes a little will do no harm, sit in the park/swing,crap nonsense till wee hours & then fetch me home though he knws he will fall on the grd & slp the next moment,he will know what i hate and love the most,do me precious gifts rather than buying them which is aint sincere at all,rack his brain for me when my bd's coming though his presence on the day itself would really be enough,& when he gets serious, he's really serious in the things he does, he portrays his utmost sense of responsibilty & scorns whoeva dont,he will crap nothing out of something just to make himself silly & me :), he will grab me by my arms when im carelessly crossing the road,scold me right there in my face like im a little child & he must have looked like he's afraid of losing me than losing his sanity in public,grab all the crabs for me during buffet & stack a mountain plate of pork,racing and competing to see who will have diarrhoea first,drive me in his convertable bcos he knws i love the windy night,take me to the hills & look down on all creepings under our feet,will never reject any of my request whenever i ask him out though he is really busy but i just want him to listen to my troubles & want no one else to pour my misery to besides him. & i'll knw he cant stand it anymore he just fake a smile and nods his head, just listening to me.he will decide when to meet up next which will be real soon when bth of us gets busy with our stupig work,give me surprises by brging me to different places though i would tell him i hate surprises but in my heart i appreciate his effort for doing this,he would purposely annoy me so that i could vent my frustration on him though he knws it wont work cos i wont bear to(just hit him hard on his left arm),& we will take photos on every event occurred, be it :) or :( cos it traces our best fond memories.
if he could do all these for me as a friend,i will do the same, &perhaps just abit more:)
&& if i could find such a guy-friend,i seriously dont give a damn abt having 小猪 or 周杰伦 or having any boyfriend anymore.
:)
a post of daydreaming.
lols.
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