it is one of those days i spell my sadness explicitly on my bloody face.
the sadness fade, im just a little hungry now.
i couldnt eat in school today.
econs lesson was funny, managed to laugh.
phys lesson was as usual, managed to nap awhile & learnt some magic tricks.
lit lesson was fulfilling, managed to stay focus the whole time.
i feel myself drowning already.
practically sinking & there was no other way out/help.
im only there to save myself.
redeem myself.
i dont even know what im blabbering out now.
im just trying to forget somethings that are not meant to stay in my mind.
im trying.
hard.

urge to have the 5th one.