its difficult now, if i try to treat you as before, after all the things i've done and said.
it will be too hard for me and you altogether, to accept such things happening.
sham,facade,& even pretence.
is this what our friendship is based upon?
its painful to face you because i just hated the sight of you, not being you.
you compromised to my rantings,and you proven me that what i've said is true?
maybe try to be you again & things wont be that awkward.
i know im acting aliitle on impulse, but this is me.
if i hated something,there's really nothing you could change that mindset of mine.
even if it takes to change you, its meaningless.

stupid blisters on both feet now.
it hurts.
but i guess it hurts more within.