you know?
saying all these,having done so,
its really futile and useless.
people always say they regretted having made some choices in life,they hope everything reverts.
i had many,but what was most wrong was freeing myself to love you.
i thought i was never more sober in my life.
i remembered clearly i asked,rationally, if everything,if i was worth it.
you replied yes,definitely,why not?
but today,i realised that heaven was as false as hell.
it could have been a fairytale,happily ever after.
but a fairytale is still a fairytale. it just could not draw parallels to reality.
you told me to move on,but where should i go from?
not that im still not over you,i am.
but the thought of you cheating every little bit of my feelings for you made me really pathetic&miserable back then.
how many times in the night,i shed my tears silently.
no matter how many times i convinced myself that it was not worth it all,i broke that vow once more.
i still think of you these days, just lesser with more scorns of you and myself.
it was all a wrong choice. i was blinded.
i still have all the pictures&messages.
how easy is it to delete all those?
you tell me.