happy birthday papi(:
its the tang yuan day today.
i just ate one only. ha.
woke up@1.30pm, ate & slpt again.
someone say i resemble a pigg.
well, i take that as a compliment cos i ADORE pigs(:
head off to bpp first.
headache came suddenly, it was fking pain.
felt totally restless. like, totally jelly.
drank a cup of hot milo, was feeling better already.
was supposed to dinner there, but W came and suggest to go bukit timah instead. oh, great.
ordered satays,fishball noodles,laksa,fried hokkien noodles,bbq chic wings,fried oyster eggy & sugarcane drinks.
before that, was intending to msg him when suddenly my phone vibrated.
it was from him.
for several times already, this is not the first.
is it some kind of telepathy? ok, whatever ha.
just glad it did happen(:
went home after dinner, & W drove off to meet his gf. so unfair, he can stay over like for 87342762183757848765 days there & i cant even do that ONCE.
imagine all the possibilities, ha.
hmm, i try to be as less possessive as possible cause im handling a wholly total different guy here, ha.
i try to slp as late and wake as late cause i dont want to think of him that much.
i try to read 'the lost symbol' to hynotize myself to sleep again.
i tell myself to do something without pausing cos the thought of him makes me...hmm.
gosh,he's seriously wicked(:

i rmbed papi told me that i shldnt date back then in jc, that i shld wait till uni. sooo, m i considered to be in the stage to have one now? but i guess he forgotten all about it,sigh.
so what if i tell papi i had a boyfriend?
im not afraid of admitting, its just the consequences that im afraid of.

when you knew someone had done much more for him and you, none.