its been a long time since i post something really long.
the last time was, i guess, october?
gosh, before i realise it, its going to be 2010 soon!
&& i still got no money yet. shags.
prom's coming, & i have no money!
so many times, argued with my mom about this.
& my dad about jobs.
guess what? everything's about money matter.
im so tired of it already.
im trying damn hard to find a job already, but its only all those jobs that i can get that dad dont understands!
i have no damn fking wking experience, & what have you got to bargain with those people out there?
zzz. dont they get it?
im eighteen, not eight.
sick and tired of all these bullshits.
home is always so noisy, so chaotic.
when i try to get away, they always comment.
whats wrong with going out and escaping from all these noises that im sick and tired of everyday?
i just stuff my earpiece& ty to sleep.
i know its childish, but i always compare my home with others.
& im always green with envy, i asked myself why.
im eighteen, &im still feeling this way.
partly because im a girl, && loads of things are restricted.
i hate all the over-protection,all the craps they gave me everytime.
how much do thy know their children?
how much do they understand their daughter?

perhaps seeing some funny things will (: me.