You are considering the big picture when it comes to romance, Gemini, and you will be seeking outside means to enhance your romantic life in this period. Faith, optimism, and a yearning to explore all kinds of new horizons are some of the focal points in your romantic affairs at this time. Religious, philosophical, and cultural matters are likely to have special appeal for you now, and transmitting ideas on a broader scale with your romantic partners or interests will be favored for you. This is a period where spiritual influences will have a powerful effect on your romantic affairs, but you don't want to dream too big, or you will find yourself being heavily disappointed.
dont ask me why i believe in such silly things but the last few phrases seems a little appropriate.
yes. fk,im home. and i hell hate home.
all the chaos, all the noises&rubbish home gave me, damn annoying.
argh, whatever, and im blogging everything again.

thanks for the gift, i couldnt possibly find myself telling him this personally, cause i dont even know whether i deserve all these nice little treatments in the first place. its not the low self-confidence thing, its just that im not the girl anyone can bear or be with. i cant even accept im such a girl.

just to digress, i dont want to sound typical, but im glad we had memories that belong to us, alone. he just evoked all the noob memories the other day. those fond memories were like hidden in the cerebral/cerebellum/hypothalumus part of my brain & every single details came flowing through my nerves then. its just stashed away somewhere there unknowingly, perhaps it was all too good to reminisce on my part. i almost forgotten everything, and that was but, almost. i deleted some, &thankfully, saved some.
and what does it mean to be together after all these years? sometimes i laugh at myself for being dumb enough to accept a relationship readily because afterall i've been through, i count myself unsuitable, like seriously.
hurting myself is nothing, hurting others is downright despicable.
sometimes i hope it last, sometimes i hope it dont. cause ultimately, i dont have the right, nor do i have the choice. alright, im beginning to sound like i want it to end but hell, no. im just being cautious, or perhaps, overly. if mere saying that we could last is definite, its time people wake up & face the harsh reality. but im just trying to protect him, thats all:D

merry christmas all,
& to the noobest(:

太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味了