chatted online with pq last night.
she's currently in Taiwan, and I'm just so excited for her!
she went to hualian, gaoxiong and later on taipei for all I know.
well, I was practically laughing infront of the desktop and Bro was stupidly playing with his lappy beside me.
he asked me what's all the excitement for. well, it's TAIWAN.
I really yearn to go there like seriously.
imagine all the food, and pq said the scenery there is even better!
okay, here comes the excited me again, but it's TAIWAN.
now japan doesn't really appeal to me as much already. so is Australia.
wanted her to buy an eyeliner.
even had the urge to ask her to get contacts for me but well, W said contacts in msia is dirt cheap.
fine. plead him to buy it for me the next time he goes msia with his gf. which is like idk when luh. the point is, he doesn't inform my parents whenever he goes overseas, let alone me.
so, pq say we'll save up enough in future and go for free&easy in Taiwan.
Yes, that's in the future for me, like at least till I got 21 years old?
thats 2-3years down the damn road.
oh come on.
got an urgent reception job today, first thing in the morning.
it's like, ten thousand agents calling my number. W even phone to get me to open the gates for him.
sorry, I ain't gonna be dumb anymore to deprive my sleep because of someone who don't even gets home in a week.
totally ignore his call, dint even bother to look.
but then, I couldn't get to slp anymore, cause some wicked noob just keep appearing in my head. oh, great.
then the feeling came.
I saw my box of letters and had the urge to take a look at those kept memoirs.
I guess there's at least 200 plus letters straight from prisch till jc.
like, damn. it's so cool.
I read alien's one and saw how we used to talk about studies and friendship.
maybe awhile there were some discussions about budding romances.
but mainly, it revolves around prelims and Olevels.
then there were some mentioning of me always irritating her and Evelyn.
Ha, it's just so funny now I looked back.
and I realised alien took great pain to decorate her letter with drawings, maybe to flaunt her arty skills but nonetheless, there are always colors in her letters for me, and I appreciate that. even if it hurts your delicate eyes(:
then my really friendly agent rang me up, told me of this job and I got up immediately.
woah, JOB.
then I rushed here and there, dint even have the time to forage for breakfast or anything edible at home.
my stomach was basically EMPTY before I left.
so, stupidly I dint know where to alight when I board the bus.
it took me to woodlands AGAIN.
-;(&@$;:478?,,!@@)6?!0
then msg my noob to help me find where the damn company is, when I already knew the address.
it dint dawn on me that I can cab there, I thought I'm just always lucky.
oh well, for nothing, wasted my money and cab there.
omg, all the losses today.
shouldn't have ate lunch with colleagues even. darn.
my spendings this week is atrocious.
spending more than I ever needed.
and it's killing me already.
there's only a last 10$ note in my purse now and I'm damn damn sad.
mummy only gave me 10$ yesterday to buy pad and I forgotten to bring it out today.
it's still lying at the godamn table!
I wonder how I'm going to survive.
and my papi still thought I'm a rich girl.
oh great.
the only and greatest thing to look forward to after work is meeting sardine's Mr Z, the noob(:
cause if I knew receptionist is like this, my butt is swelling already.
but sitting is always better than standing for straight ten hours, or even fourteen, with terribly low pay.
gosh, I actually survived that for the sake of money.
now I'm back to square one with nothing to spend on again.
you know, when the love roots deeper between two,
there is a special feeling that exists.
a special bond,
a special connection.
you sacrifice,
you give in,
but the sole purpose was to only make him smile.
this special union is a gift.
an ubiquitous yet rare one.
you learn that this may be what they refer to as unconditional,
but then only when the love roots deeper between two.
and it's definitely heartwarming to know that there is always someone there for you when you felt helpless.
one where even siblings cannot match up to.
that's when you know who to trust, and who not to.
even your closest kin you looked up to all these while don't care a hoot about you when you're lost or something?
well, indeed, humans are selfish creatures.
at least to someone whom I called brother for eighteen years of my life.
godamn.
lalala.
can't be bothered luh.
"hello?"
"alright,please hold on for a minute."
"there's someone on the line who likes to speak to you."
"thank you."
you know those working adults claim that working life is stress and so on.
but you see, at least they don't bring their work home, if they don't want to.
but in school, there's something call homework.
dread.
thinking back, it still makes the heart race.
she's currently in Taiwan, and I'm just so excited for her!
she went to hualian, gaoxiong and later on taipei for all I know.
well, I was practically laughing infront of the desktop and Bro was stupidly playing with his lappy beside me.
he asked me what's all the excitement for. well, it's TAIWAN.
I really yearn to go there like seriously.
imagine all the food, and pq said the scenery there is even better!
okay, here comes the excited me again, but it's TAIWAN.
now japan doesn't really appeal to me as much already. so is Australia.
wanted her to buy an eyeliner.
even had the urge to ask her to get contacts for me but well, W said contacts in msia is dirt cheap.
fine. plead him to buy it for me the next time he goes msia with his gf. which is like idk when luh. the point is, he doesn't inform my parents whenever he goes overseas, let alone me.
so, pq say we'll save up enough in future and go for free&easy in Taiwan.
Yes, that's in the future for me, like at least till I got 21 years old?
thats 2-3years down the damn road.
oh come on.
got an urgent reception job today, first thing in the morning.
it's like, ten thousand agents calling my number. W even phone to get me to open the gates for him.
sorry, I ain't gonna be dumb anymore to deprive my sleep because of someone who don't even gets home in a week.
totally ignore his call, dint even bother to look.
but then, I couldn't get to slp anymore, cause some wicked noob just keep appearing in my head. oh, great.
then the feeling came.
I saw my box of letters and had the urge to take a look at those kept memoirs.
I guess there's at least 200 plus letters straight from prisch till jc.
like, damn. it's so cool.
I read alien's one and saw how we used to talk about studies and friendship.
maybe awhile there were some discussions about budding romances.
but mainly, it revolves around prelims and Olevels.
then there were some mentioning of me always irritating her and Evelyn.
Ha, it's just so funny now I looked back.
and I realised alien took great pain to decorate her letter with drawings, maybe to flaunt her arty skills but nonetheless, there are always colors in her letters for me, and I appreciate that. even if it hurts your delicate eyes(:
then my really friendly agent rang me up, told me of this job and I got up immediately.
woah, JOB.
then I rushed here and there, dint even have the time to forage for breakfast or anything edible at home.
my stomach was basically EMPTY before I left.
so, stupidly I dint know where to alight when I board the bus.
it took me to woodlands AGAIN.
-;(&@$;:478?,,!@@)6?!0
then msg my noob to help me find where the damn company is, when I already knew the address.
it dint dawn on me that I can cab there, I thought I'm just always lucky.
oh well, for nothing, wasted my money and cab there.
omg, all the losses today.
shouldn't have ate lunch with colleagues even. darn.
my spendings this week is atrocious.
spending more than I ever needed.
and it's killing me already.
there's only a last 10$ note in my purse now and I'm damn damn sad.
mummy only gave me 10$ yesterday to buy pad and I forgotten to bring it out today.
it's still lying at the godamn table!
I wonder how I'm going to survive.
and my papi still thought I'm a rich girl.
oh great.
the only and greatest thing to look forward to after work is meeting sardine's Mr Z, the noob(:
cause if I knew receptionist is like this, my butt is swelling already.
but sitting is always better than standing for straight ten hours, or even fourteen, with terribly low pay.
gosh, I actually survived that for the sake of money.
now I'm back to square one with nothing to spend on again.
you know, when the love roots deeper between two,
there is a special feeling that exists.
a special bond,
a special connection.
you sacrifice,
you give in,
but the sole purpose was to only make him smile.
this special union is a gift.
an ubiquitous yet rare one.
you learn that this may be what they refer to as unconditional,
but then only when the love roots deeper between two.
and it's definitely heartwarming to know that there is always someone there for you when you felt helpless.
one where even siblings cannot match up to.
that's when you know who to trust, and who not to.
even your closest kin you looked up to all these while don't care a hoot about you when you're lost or something?
well, indeed, humans are selfish creatures.
at least to someone whom I called brother for eighteen years of my life.
godamn.
lalala.
can't be bothered luh.
"hello?"
"alright,please hold on for a minute."
"there's someone on the line who likes to speak to you."
"thank you."
you know those working adults claim that working life is stress and so on.
but you see, at least they don't bring their work home, if they don't want to.
but in school, there's something call homework.
dread.
thinking back, it still makes the heart race.
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