have you ever felt this scared before? for the past two years, you encountered many life and death poems,
that even literature plays portrayed life as fragile.
but none of these actually mean something to you, because you knew they were as false as hell.
death didnt really strike fear in you all these while.
it didnt daunt or frightens you.
it's an inherent process everyone meets in the later stage of their life.
but then, Death takes a frightful turn,
when you knew that it's gonna take the life of others and not yours.
it just never occur to you, but life is, but as brittle,as fragile.
but all these while, pride consumed you.
you just didn't want to admit, but you can't possibly be apathetic towards the one you really love.
all these while, you knew you didn't really want to lose him.