my eyes are all swelled up now. life goes like this. when you're in debt towards others, your life is controlled. you lead a puppet life. people don't give a shit about you. you feel like dying but people don't let you, cause your life ain't yours anymore. and that's where the tormenting part comes in. you can't die as you like. no one's going to fucking symphatize you anyway. wake your fucking idea la. ha, what a nice day to end january with.