probably you didnt want to search that answer yourself.
probably you werent supposed to be here in the first place.
probably,just probably,
there is someone out there who cherish him more than you do.
so many a times,
you wanted so much to fork out every single bit of you in this.
so many times you tried, but you come to realise that it isnt everything you got.
you felt tired, not for yourself, but for him.
you ask yourself repeatedly,
what exactly did you done for him on your very own part?
you tell yourself you ought to let go of the past, of everybody's past.
but then to realise that it had changed you into an apathetic soul.
you dont know what else to feel.
you know you love him,
but you just dont know how to already.

you know you love him.
but you dont know how to,
already.

alright, grounding sucks.
it makes you think otherwise.

every little earthquake, every little heartbreak.